The future is now

Deciding where I'm going to be in 10 years and looking into the future and how I'll live my life.



I'm still way to young for this.

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All work no play makes Andy a dull boy. All work no play makes Andy a dull boy. All work no play makes Andy a dull boy. All work no play makes Andy a dull boy. All work no play make Andy a sadd boy. All work no play makes Andy a dull boy. All work no play makes Andy a dull boy. All work no play makes Andy a dull boy.

Hello Me, meet the real Me.

I look to the mirror all I see,

Is me.

The real me,

Not who you see.

I see what is,

I see what was,

I see what will be.

All I see is my terrible me.

My terrible me is all that I see.

The wall behind,

My self infront.

What a wretched little me I am.

Accultus

The Girl at the Rock Show

No, I didn't fall in love with the girl at the rock show but if I got to know her better I'm sure I would've.

I was at a christian youth event called ATF or Aquire The Fire. My group was sitting at floor level and were in about the best seats in the house. At one of the altar calls a girl behind me started to cry. We were all standing up at the time and since I wasn't involved in walking up to the front of the building idecided to turn around. So I saw a girl crying at a guess she was about 14-15 maybe 16 but that's pushing it. Anyways as I turned around and stood there for about a second or two she gave me a hug and cried on my shoulder for about a minut. When she let go of me she smiled and so did I, though I dont know why. I had to leave shortly after that and I never saw her again.
At the end of the day, so to speak, she changed my life. She gave me a new view on christians because I wasn't one at the time and didn't plan on becoming one. She put a new perspective on those "bible thumping dusty boring church-goers."
I look back and smile to myslef, god has the most interesting way of puting poeple in your way just to mess you up a little for the better.
She has probliobly forgotten me but i will bever forget her. It's funny what a hug and a tear can do.

-Have Faith

Will you?

I've always wondered if what I do will be remembered and what I will be remembered by. Like what kind of actions are people remembered by?

People in general remember all the bad things you've done and very little of the good. The bad sticks out in thier mind and they never reallyl forget.

But lets say I had a title when I'm gone, what would poeple call me? Would they call me a nice guy, an idiot or helpful and kind.

I guess I'll never really know. I just hope someone wil remember my name and not forget me as soon as I'm out of sight. We'll see

-Accultus